And today my one strife is emblazoning incisions in a tome
For an open-heart surgery. And today I beat against – beat my body to a pulp –
Stone archways and doorways all through an imaginary Rhine divested of
Character. The phrase “I’m poor” wringing my inner-ear like cat candy.
Today I feel – how worthless –“I feel” “I feel;” These are completely words
I churn into a somnolent machine who refuses to transmit joy,
And cracking the code means putting your head in an oven. What?
Poetry
The cancerous floral proliferation of a creative-minded child
Can conjure rabies in a Dad like Snow White’s poison apple.
It goes: fresh undulating capillaries form, at dreamtime, ‘neath
The foundations of a country home conjoining not one, but four
Four children to the central Nervous system of a hardwood,
cross-borne body turning every virgin dandelion to oak
They cast each stem in pitch and resin
instill the fear of God in amber bones.
The cinders dance like lightning bugs
Over the bonfire’s conflagrating trepidation.
The dead fox in the pickup slumped like linens was a testament to the untouchable cold. I’m in this heated bus and it frightened me. Stunned, shocked, confronted. I couldn’t make myself know the Fox couldn’t feel cold. It looked like a younger brother or a writer of an autobiography filled to the hard spine with colors and scents.
Night as cold as in a glass bottle
And the exhilirant unsteady sick revelry of breathing
In the thing that shouldn’t be cracking in the bonfire all the
fumes.
I smelled, briskly, an apple pie or cinnamon tendrils of a warm family antithesis when I was walking on the sidewalk, alone, past
I burn like a ball of lead through the leaf-crusted air thinking about you while I walk home, and nobody suspects a thing
Nobody except the people in my textbooks who are too good at deduction
Tengo el resto de mi amabilidad
Envuelta y esperando por ti
Todavía aquí se queda
Anticipando el incendio pequeño de
Nuestra colisión
Cuando podamos
Cuando ya no están almacenados
Me derramará mis sentimientos
Como mariposas eléctricas